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Maybe my life is just doomed

SO I’ve been home in ATL for about two weeks now. And as happy as everyone is to be back home and away from college, I can’t help but to feel as if I should be feeling the same way. But the thing is, I’ve been caught up in the things I left back at school, letting shit that happened during the school year get me down, and occupying my thoughts with someone who most likely is not even concerned with my existence. And to tell you the truth, this is the worst combination ever. When thoes things start to pile up in my head, it feels like there is absolutely nothing positive in my life. And most people would say, forget what ever it is you left at school, forget the past, and forget this person. But it’s hard you know? With everything that has happened over the past year I can’t help but to think there’s something wrong with ME. There has to be. I always seem to fuck shit up, or scare away people I like, and I don’t know how to change. But after I came to this conclusion, I also thought, maybe I can’t change. And maybe this is just who I am. Maybe I’m just meant to hurt and disappoint the people I love, and maybe I’m just never going to be loved. What ever it may be I just want to figure it out and move forward.

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